R.I.P

There is no single word can describe how i feel today.

I just get emo for the whole day. Oh my Sunday. I was just so upset for no reason.

And yes, I don't speak any single word today. That is so not me.

I can't focus on my study, esok coursework test G.G.

But when i back home after dinner, i saw few kids playing lantern and I was smiling. Yes. the first smile of the day. but now I was back to emo night. Oh damn.

Wateva. I just so dead. Oops, I was so lazy to organize this place. I promise I will be back here often cause there is the only place I can express myself.

Will be inactive in FB, actively in TWITTTER AND BLOGGER. *stay tuned*

R.I.P. -...07-10.12...- C.F.WONG

鱼 の 七秒

    有人說魚的記憶只有七秒，所以它們每游一圈再見面，都是第一次見面。可以忘了過去，多美好？記不住那過往，多悲哀？

"有人告诉我鱼的记忆只有7秒，7秒之后它就不记得过去的事情，一切又都变成新的。

所以在那小小的鱼缸里它永远不觉得无聊，因为7秒一过，每一个游过的地方又变成了新的天地。它可以永远活在新鲜中。

我宁愿是只鱼，7秒一过就什么都忘记，曾经遇到的人，曾经做过的事就都可以烟消云散，可我不是鱼，所以我无法忘记我爱的人，我无法忘记牵挂的苦，我无法忘记相思的痛……

鱼看不到相爱的人流泪，可却可以感觉到对方的心痛，这一生，我们都无法做只自由的鱼，所以你也无法感觉到，在你离开我的时侯，我的那种心痛。正如我觉察不到你爱我一样……


如果，上天给我们一次做鱼的机会，你愿意吗?
...22-07-2012...

快乐而伤痛, 伤痛而知足

快乐, 每一个人都渴望的.
快乐, 并不难, 也不容易


有时,某人看系很快乐, 但他是受伤的.
其实,真正的快乐是必需痛过伤过

快乐, 并非钱而来.
快乐, 而是伤过来.

可是, 伤不一定让你很快乐. 伤而是让你懂了.
而, 懂了让你知足, 知足让你尝到真正的快乐.

快乐, 是你懂了.
快乐, 知足而来.

...07-07-2012...
快乐 = 伤痛 = 知足


后记: 失去那些所谓"朋友", 并不痛, 因为已和"陌生人"画上等号, 然而还有那知心知己在旁, 已知足, 而快乐.

Endless love

Thanks to them that they appreciate me. I have endless thank you to them.<3

And I have endless sorry for them on my attitude and all stuff that may hurt them and they still don't leave me alone.<3


I have lots to say but no idea to blog. St~~~ress.


Conclusion: I LOVE MY FRIENDS and my friends love me -maybe not- ...13.06.2012...

男人 vs 女人

男人累了.

女人无视.

男人哭了.

女人笑了.

沉默未必是解决问题的良药.

...21-05-2012...

This is so call 'reality'.

    Blogging is just a way for Blogger to express their feeling, released their stress since there is no way for them, tell their daily stuff and etc. First, those blogger not to aim anyone, as it may talked everyone, Blogger just want to express, telling their daily life to those who concern about him/her. Or It might just to write as a dairy.

For those who are 'watching', please just try to no heart feeling on what Blogger wrote on his/her blog, as Blogger never mention the 'real man' name  in the blog, so why you have to put yourself as thinking the Blogger was talked about me. Yes, that's the misunderstanding came after.

Or the Blogger was really wrote about you, then why you have to angry, as Blogger have the freedom to express their own opinion, feeling by their own way. You just can act nothing, act like never know he/she was wrote about you and like he/she never have a blog.

Btw, Blogger should have to apologize if their blogged had hurt you or anything, but that's the way he/she expressed. And for those who dislike those Blogger wrote about, just keep your fxcking eyes closed and no point to speak out what had the Blogger wrote.

Remember, this is the way how those Blogger expressed. They only updated their own daily life to those who interested to know him. If you don't like, just keep yourself away and silent your mouth. And for those 'viewer', please shut your fxcking mouth, as this is the privacy for Blogger, you have no point to tell what the Blogger wrote about and telling others.


HINT. Blogger just for those really 'interested' friends, if you don't like, please go away. And no heart feeling Please. THANK YOU....09-05-2012...

当一切归零.

相标题: 如果你不喜欢真实的我，那么你挑一个躯壳，我表演给你看。


其实很多人见了这照片, 都觉得很讽刺, 我也不例外. 

想想, 那一天你是在做着自己, 应该在家的那一刻吧. 


其实最近我发现我渐渐变成以前的我, 那冷漠, 猜疑, 无助的我.  我也渐渐像以前一样对身边的朋友失去了信心, 也渐渐对身边的朋友感到陌生.

现在的我已是以前的我, 以前的我,不会表达情感, 所以当我沉默无语时, 往往被人误会我是在耍脾气, 对, 现在也面对同样的情况.

我很感谢以前的那帮朋友, 谢谢他们救了我, 但很抱歉, 我渐渐走回以前的路.

我很感谢以前的自己, 那么勇敢地踏出每一步, 但很抱歉, 我还是以前的我.

放心, 我不会让以前的我再次打扰我的生活. Fighthing.


...08-05-2012...




                                                                                                                                                                                    

琐事 1.2.3.

P1. -Title deleted -

- Contents deleted -

P2. 遗失的友情.

前几天, 某位朋友生日,我有被邀. 我也计划去了, 但心想有 M. 去才去啦, 原因不想当他们的陌生人．最后还是没去了．

 那天，M. 知道我没去，原因是：他们也忘了我，那我何必去．M. 答：你很小气哦.

想最初，还以为毕业了, 还会像以前那样，但那都是遐想.

其实，友情里并没小气否，只在于珍惜．我学会了不计较，而珍惜．那他们都不珍惜我们曾有的情，那我何必去珍惜这过去的友情.

P.S. 那怕没人陪, 有那几位疯子已足够.

P3.偶然的巧遇.

女人是可怕，至少某位不会．想念你的傻傻的笑．　

今天，偶然遇见你，见回你那傻傻的笑，精神的我回来了也不知所措．

我很想和你说句话但只是个 HI, 问候的话也说不出，发现你变了好多也，女人嘛, 你变美了咯

P.S. 别看这, 快来和我说 Thank You. 我等你.:)

THE END....07-05-2012...

Bersih 3.0

As a Malaysian. I salute to those who attented Bersih 3.0 on 28th April 2012.

As a Malaysian. I salute to those who injured for Bersih 3.0 on 28th April 2012.

As a Malaysian. I salute to those who not Malaysian support for Bersih 3.0 on 28th April 2012.

As a Malaysian. I slame to be a Malaysian.

As a Malaysian. I slame to what government did to our citizen.

As a Malaysian. I slame to myself which stay at home only.

We can see what you did. We will never forget this.

-Save Malaysia on 28-04-2012.-

Alone

Lonely. 'm Mr. Lonely.

I have lots friends, but no one can hang out. I have lots friends, but no one can out of movie. I have lots friends, but no one can out for sing k. I have lots friends, but no one is my friend.

'm Mr. Lonely

...05-04-2012...

豁出去了

如果我们还在一起会是怎样.

能不能再让我走进你的世界里.

...28-03-2012...

幸福的泪

夜晚, 男孩一如往常躺在床上, 按着他的智能手机, 忙着回复面子书, 推特的信息, 也忙着他的游戏.
但, 今天的夜晚唯一不同的是, 男孩多了一样陪睡品 - 眼泪.

男孩忙着他的面子书, 推特, 游戏的时候, 眼泪也忙着,忙着从男孩的眼中流出.
男孩很确定没不快乐, 但为什眼泪会流下?

男孩很确定脑子是空白的, 但眼泪流如水.
男孩百思不解,  依然不明白,为何眼泪看上了男孩.

最后, 男孩领悟了, 也明白了.
今晚的泪非悲伤泪, 而是幸福之泪.

隔天, 男孩对着镜子看他那幸福的样子.
他笑着面对每一天的早晨, 全新的一天.

男孩很幸福, 有着爱他的家人.

男孩很幸福, 有着陪他的朋友.

听着.

原谅我没有说, 最爱你的是我.

...22-03-2012...

幸福的男孩是谁.

幸福的男孩是我.

幸福的男孩是我.

声音在笑, 泪在飙

最近朋友问: 你怎么酱静了.

我答: 没呀. (心却说: 现已没什么值得我说话了)

最近不知怎么的, 心情大起大落, 没原因.

身体状况也越来越差, 现在我只想静静呆在家.

同一个问题围绕着我: "我应该放弃我的学业了吗?"

我已对我的前途很迷茫, 不知去路.

我很想懂你的心是否有我.

或许, 他比我重要. 我只是自作多情.

谢谢身边的朋友, 终对我不离不弃.

你们终让我忘掉烦心.

谢谢我的家人, 对我无微不至.

努力的让我好起来.

现在, 我已不再流泪, 我学会承担.

现在, 我已不再依赖, 我学会承受.

对不起, 让我在任性一次, 让我自己好起来.

...21-03-2012...

Back to the beginning

Yesterday, had a great twitter with my class mate. Thanks lots to her.

And hope she can solve her problems as well.

I had talked about you and a girl ( my new target). But. at the end, my mind was full of you.

And I realized  I still can't forget you. What if, now we still in love to each other.

I know myself to let you go and you will never back to me.

So, I not sure how will be if I take action again to you.

I still remember the first time we met, the innocent face of you. (can I say cute).

I still remember the first time I added your Facebook, you express your true feeling on your status. (I can.t recall what you posted). 

I dunno what story between us. 

So ya. I MISS YOU. ...03-03-2012...

小丑

小丑终是让人觉得是开心的表表者, 但, 他的辛酸你真的懂吗. 我不懂. 他呢. 或许她也不懂.
每个人的身边往往都会有着一位小丑吧. 珍惜吧.

其实我也不懂如何安慰别人, 但, 只有一个念头, 就是我在的时候不许不快乐, 所以, 我也尽量逗呀, 烦呀, 等等, 只想朋友们忘了烦恼. 或许他们会讨厌, 小丑不懂.

其实回想起两年前的我, 和现在的我, 还真完全不一样. 两年前的我, 只懂沉默, 即使快乐, 也不曾有笑容在我脸上, 是一班兄弟们救了我, 也改变了我.

现在的我, 在人前, 多莫容易的露出笑容, 但, 一个人的时候, 还是那个原来的我.
对不起, 小丑累了. 撑不住了. 我快不行了.

我没有出路. 只是个疯子.
...27-02-2012...

爱. 重来

如果爱可以重来,  我和你会怎样

如果是如果

我真怀念, 和你分开的日子, 你那不停的信息

我真怀念, 和你分开的日子, 你那不停的问候

现在, 祝你幸福.

以后, 也都一样.

...25-02-2012...

Sorry

Sorry. Friends
I really hope I can help you all and cheer you up but I fail to do so.

Sorry. Family.

I lost myself in past. now. Future.

Sorry. You.

I only found that you're not what I thought as you be.

'm not lucky but 'm work hard

...18-02-2012...

Sun & Beach

Hey. People.
'm back from Port Dickson.

Seriously, had a great trip with mai buddies
Let see what we did.:

- Gambling.
- Beer.
- Chit Chat.
- Snapped picca.

And and and we all really RELAXing ourself.
So ya, let wait for another great trip.

 

...16-01-2012...

Mii

I like the lastest of miself.:)
The first time try this colour and I fell in love to it. Grey Green.

HAPPY CNY

...13-01-2012...