Killing Myself

'M ' killing ' Myelf

今天, 我发现原来肥皂洗伤口是会痛的...

我也发现原来 '痛' 还存在着我的世界里...

今天, 忽然的想起和你过去...

虽然很短暂, 却很甜蜜...

其实我在想你

因为还爱着你

你听见了吗

...30-11-2010...

之末日

我的世界将快末日了

今天考 FAF 但我知道我会不及格了...

玩蛋了...

我有预感我的 BL 也会一样因为在星期一, 这三天都会忙而没空余的时间了...

救命啊...

同时, 我也发现了学院生的必备的生存之法 - 作弊...

原来作弊只是小儿科而已, 但我却过不了自己的底线, 我还是做不了...

不, 每个人做会作弊, 我也不例外, 但, 我是给答案而不是抄答案...

我在想, 我是否该改变自己的原则, 不, 我还是我...

作弊不是罪, 但若那些作弊生在炫耀着他们的成绩才最讨厌...

他们没想是如何得到这分数, 我也好奇他们是如何在期末考试生存的...

...25-11-2010...

今晚, 我失去的我的吻, 都是 Josh
但, 我发现男男吻也不怎么样...

后悔? 不!

在半年多前, 我觉得大学生涯好闷, 没光彩...

现在, 加入 SWC 后就说: 这才是大学生活...

但, 昨晚过后, 我发现我都在折磨着我自己...

昨晚, 我的 '好朋友' [ 胃痛 ]重回到我的生活...

在被它折磨之前, 我快速上床睡觉...

但, 我都没觉好睡, 因为睡没一阵子就被胃风打扰...

睡又不是, 坐又不是, 吐了几次, 就是超辛苦...

家人都发现了, 他们就说: 何苦为难自己...

在那瞬间, 我真的想为何要把自己搞成这样...

为何要把责任杠上身, 为何不乖乖呆在家...

现在的我, 真的很想选择退出...

为自己也好, 为家人要好, 真的要好好打算...

最近在里面, 我真的好有压力...

票难卖, 试又多...

我真的很想对 Senior [ Mr. Kenn ] 说: 不是我要计较我之前卖了多少, 而是真的很难再求人在买...

这真的可能因为前年的因素, 也或许我没这本能去卖...

我想, 我真的没能力留在 SWC 了...

我想, 我真的没能力能同时应付难么多的责任...


...我希望今晚能睡个好觉...

*注* 以上都是本人的发泄途径而已...

我不后悔

我会学习

...22-11-2010...

‎...我爱 '你'...

< 'Show' 料时间 >

...以下是本少爷休息的私家 '料'...

主 '料'

副 '料'

调剂 '料'

您的呢?

...17-11-2010...

Sorry that I Loved you

...13-11-2010...

No one is PERFECT

There was a bad case happen to my finalist department...

There was a male finalist withdrew his post...

Why he did so...

It due to our committe attitute or anything happen to him that we don't know about it...

I wonder do our committe really look handsome, beauty and tall enough...

Do they have the right to judge our finalist...

I not mention that our department did a good job for it...

But we really try our best and hard for our job...

At least, we are RESPONSIBLE...

Are we...

... Human are imperfect ...

I wanna say as committe, we have a negative impact on our own committe, then how about other TARCian and outsiders...

People, please be respect and confidence to our own finalist...

I know finalist are not such important for actual night but they are one of the elements for our night...

Do you guys hope our night will not be successful...

... Attitude will be Everything ...

Through this, I found we as junior really do not listen or even respect what did seniors told us...

Guys, do you still remembered what did Yunni told us...

She said we have no right to comment people unless we are perfect then them...

... Prom Night be Our Night ...

So people, let work together for our night...

Let get this party started...

Let us ROCK the night...

... SBS SWC 10/11 ...

...12-11-2010...

是与否

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Senior 问我是否后悔加入 SWC...

其实, 开始时是有的但慢慢地已喜欢了...

刚开始, 真的很不习惯那样的生活 [ 因为大少爷嘛 ] 也承受不了那么多的压力...

但, 现在已把这一切一切都当作生活习惯了, 少了那样都不习惯...

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我想说: 流泪不是后悔, 而是我学习了...
我想说: 我真的不后悔, 因为我想学习...

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最近的我发现很爱呆在 PnP Booth 因为那些金粉...
它让我金光闪闪, 发亮一样...
哈! 哈! 哈!
[ 疯狂大笑中 ]

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...09-11-2010...

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White vs Black

Before

After

*enlarge to see*

...06-11-2010...

Work Hard, Play Smart

SBS Night' 10

Please do visit our page

[ http://www.facebook.com/pages/SBS-Night10/120124291381342 ]

Yunni Ng says SBS NIGHT 2010, Dazzle Rendezvous, It brings the meaning of gathering under a bright starlight. Do not miss the night because we are doing something special this year and as far as we know, we are the second college to do this. Ticket booth will be on next week Monday to Friday, do come to our booth and get the tickets asap, and get ready to experience a magical night ...

VS

Jasmon Cf Wong Page ‎: Dazzle Rendezvous...
The place where we meet
The place where we gonna have fun and the place where we gonna enjoy our night...
So, watcha you wating for...
Please do come to our booth at Canteen 2 foyer next week onward...
Tickets are limited which RM 30 for each...

*It proved that seniors all more professional than juniors*

*Juniors should learn for it*

Work HARD

Play SMART

...We learn through the process while we play...

...06-11-2010...

它' 就想我们的孩子...

我们必须要很有恒心和耐心地养育 '它'好让我们的孩子不会毁在我们的手上...

当 '它' 长大成人, 我们就知道我们没白浪费时间在 '它' 的身上...

大家, 让我们一起见证我们的孩子 '长大成人' 吧...

SMxLxNG FAxE :`(

I'M LOST

As today, I had no mood at all or could say moody the whole day...
Seriously, I couldn't find myself anywhere...

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[ Study ]

So ya,I skipped all tutorial class last week and I realized I can't follow up all subject right now...
I don't even know what the hell all the lecturer crabbed about...
'm still wonder have I study for this subject...
OMG~

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[ SWC ]

The trouble I faced those days...
Ya...
Anyone included us thought FC is easy but is not...
'm just have to know why they can't fixed themselves then try to fixed us...
Why they have to make such many many changes to us and... and... and...
'm blur that what should we do now...
'm felt like 'm out of this department...
'm realized my face is become thicker those days...
I really do hope all lenq zai lenq lui can pop out in front of me just a while or even a few seconds...
PLEASE~

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How long could I stand for...
Hmmm...

Anyways, you guys -might- will not find any smiling face from me today onward...
Ya, I mean it...

End up with: I stress up myself...

...03-11-2010...